updating...

wow this is difficult...the whole updating thing! so i thought i'd be creepy and put up a pic of my adorable ball of fluff...isnt he sweet with his wii mote!?



so i'm intensely job searching...its a fun experience...planning on a small vaca to RI in june...just in time for ho bags b-day...





love you sis!

thats about it...yay for pics!

Changes in States of Being

So much has happened in four months, that i should prolly update what has happened to me to my 3 readers. I got a job, turned 22, quit the job, moved out of my boyfriends apartment (don't worry we're still together, and in fact he's now my fiance), moved in with my friend robin in Olive Branch, MISSISSIPPI(!). I'm getting a kitty this week, hopefully a new job as well. I am feeling angsty because i miss cj and can't sleep without him, so i look a bit crazed right now. never thought i'd love someone so much...thats an odd feeling, definitely.

my thoughts go out to people in the northeast...my mother and sister are currently marrooned in NYC last i checked, and i hope you all can swim, judging from the flood warnings.

I miss graham...i'm considering buying him a plane ticket down here because i miss his face, the dumb shmuck. he's still my main gay...just he shares the place with someone else now.

I saw an excellent drag show the other night...it was 80's night, so you KNOW i was rockin it old school...

I get knocked down...

yes, yes, i know, its a song about communism...but it was sold to the mindless masses as a drinking song, so there. and speaking of drinking...that's been my main activity lately...lots and lots of drinking...friday night, saturday night and yes, even tuesday night i managed to get myself closer and closer to personal oblivion...all because they sell beer at grocery stores. next to the ice cream. the bastards. in addition to killing my liver and my brain and my kidneys too, i am also killing my heart by getting, i kid you not, fatter. as we speak, i am investigating the slim in 6 program, the ab lounge, and aa. thats my story...i'll add a picture too!

I don't know what to title this entry because I don't know what's going on...I feel like a spectator to my own life right now...I know I should be concerned about the job thing, ie not having one, but i just don't care. at all. I don't really have anything to say at all either...I feel a little blank...